Outside the Limit
Working the thursday graveyard shift
At 7-11, I stock cold shelves
of 'cours'
Then write a college essay on dreiser
Of how all is thin surface, all negation;
But alert in the night, I pray in
the stillness
While beyond the glass, the parking lot lies
Vacant, lit by the neon signs and street lights--
When so unexpected my mind transports.
I rise outside of self, see far beyondness,
Perceive myself sitting between
the rows,
Observe
the little ego in the skin and skull
My bodied self sitting with the staid cans and jars.
But now awash drowned
in awe, the Personal
Luminousness aware beyond words vivid bliss
Blessed all encompassing exalting surpassing
Great parabled One Pearl of Being.
Published
in Flutter Poetry Journal
December 2007
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Artesian
Well of Voice
I can’t
carry a tune
Anymore than
a bat can sing Hebrew
Or
see hieroglyphics,
But once
I welled up bursting
Soon
all melodious barriers
Of
sensuous fountaining,
Songing
the voice of all singing.
Usually, I vocalize low
And hesitantly with insecure effort
But on that humid, crowded
Saturday eve of Calvary
In the crowded chapel meeting hall
In the midst of a thousand voiced praise
I not only caroled the Keys but was mused
One glorious open hosanna
With so much climatic passion
Like a human oboe in a great orchestra
of tone
Being Bached and
Beethovened,
Lava-hot harmonied,
The Spirit’s artisan well bursting
forth,
Geysering up in adulation
To God.
Published in The Clockwise Cat
February 2008
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